Adakalanya, rindu berbalas

Sosok yang aku temui tempo waktu adalah seseorang yang sudah mengubah cara pandangku perihal rasa, cinta, dan rindu. Pertemuan yang tidak pernah terduka dan perkenalan singkat di kedai kopi siang hari yang panas sekali adalah awal yang sangat takku sangkakan sebelumnyan namun aku sangat bersyukur diberi kesempatan untuk mengenalnya. Lelaki itu, wujud nyata yang telah aku cari selama ini. Seseorang yang sederhana dan memahami banyak hal tentang keperempuanan, termasuk tentang aku yang baru saja sembuh dari persakithatian, adakalanya aku merasa tidak lagi mengenal apa itu cinta, ya aku tidak percaya sebelum aku bertemu dengannya. Banyak hal yang meliputi tentang bahagia, kekecewaan, merasa dicampakkan, juga dikhianati sudah aku ceritakan karena malam itu aku menemuinya lagi utuk kesekian kalinya, di tempat yang seringkali aku jumpai tapi aku merasakan hal yang berbeda, perasaan yang berbeda dari biasanya. Prinsip yang selama ini aku pegang soal komitmen antara lelaki dan perempuan dalam suatu hubungan sudah aku ungkapkan kepadanya, ternyata prinsipku sangat bersebrangan dengannya namun tetap memiliki tujuan yang sama. Aku memahami akan perbedaan antara kita begitu juga sebaliknya, ia bisa sangat memaklumi hal itu. Suaranya yang lambat dan lembut saat menceritakan kehidupannya membuatku merasa nyaman mendengarkan dan didengarkan olehnya, sesekali aku takut untuk larut dalam menatap sorot matanya, aku takut ia tau bahwa aku mulai mencintainya. Malam itu waktu menunjukan pukul 23.00 aku sudah tiba di rumah dan kami saling bertukar pesan whatsaapp, aku bahagia tiap harinya selalu ada perhatian kecil yang ia berikan ke aku. Ia selalu mengabariku setelah selesai bermain game dan ketika aku mulai mengantuk dan tertidur pulas, ucapan selamat malam dan mimpi indah selalu aku dapatkan di penghujung obrolan kita. Ia sukses mengambil perhatianku dan aku semangat untuk mereply semua pesan yang dikirimkan.


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